Friday, June 26, 2009

Invasion At The Dunbridge Truckstop

The Truckstop welcomed the cousins from all points west and south. It was nice to see everyone and we do not get together enough. My mom was there in spirit.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

More to come I swear.

Can't believe it has been almost a month.


We live to survive our paradoxes....

It is funny the way you can learn about yourself when you least expect it. I was recently talking with someone who is going through some tough shit in her life and she kind of had the proverbial "woe is me" thing going on. It is funny sometimes that when we want comfort and seek the advice from others and take the attitude of life having no meaning or my life is over why go on. And then I see the paradox, she knows she is strong and can get through the things she needs too. She knows right from wrong and yet she would have you believe that tings were of the contrary.

I to have used a similar technique when I have been in a couple of relationships. I would claim that I wanted everything I could possibly have out of the relationship and yet sabotage it just the same. I was afraid to make myself vulnerable and let down my guard. I desperately wanted to be in love but would act like an ass and deliberately ruin the relationship.